Wow, today I feel like Derek, in Zoolander when he looks into the puddle and asks the famous question, "Who am I" That's where I am right now! I am so confused as to why I am here, I know I'm not just here to take up space, but I sure do feel like that sometimes...don't we all? So how do we get out of this so-called rut? I am caught up in a labrinth of emotions, which is pretty much a constant in my life, it's the story of my life. Why am I so complicated? I wish I had some sort of plan for my life, but then how fun would that be? God has me all figured out, he has my life planned out. I know why he's not revealing my destiny to me yet, it's because I am not ready for it. I know, I know...so therefore, I should be preparing myself for my ordained purpose, right? It's so hard to fully surrender things over to God, and let Him take control of my life, even though I know it's much easier that way.

Well, I guess I have a lot to be thankful for, and I should not worry about the insignificant, but rather focus on things relating to my spiritual well-being, and all that is significant in God's eyes. Once I do this, all will fall into place.

Haha, I'm glad I just had a conversation with myself in my head, and encouraged myself!!! What a dork! 

For all those that suffer, for the coutless children that go unseen, or unheard. This prayer is for them! For all those that believe that their own needs are all that matters, how disgusting! We should all infoform ourselves with the various global issues that occur daily. Women and children dying daily, starving, being tormented, raped, violated, murdered, and also captured and brainwashed to kill. We are all so fortunate, educate yourself, and I dare all to become selfless, and break society's belief that self-indulgence is good, that words like "I", and "Me" and important. Wake up...we don't live alone, we are all the same, created in the same image of God! So why aren't we all equal? I am disgusted with myself for thinking that my needs were relevent when I have more than I deserve, when there are so many without. My heart just aches, for all those that are without...and suffer on a daily basis....Lord comfort them, restore them, deliver them, and protect them all!!!

With A Heart Of Gratitude...Jannette  

VOICE OF THE VOICELESS

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I miss Lucy!!!

She really needs to be here at Vanguard! You are missed loca! Luv Ya